Superficial Expectations

Womanizer

2008-09-29T20:56:00.003-05:00

I'm really diggin' this new song! I'm glad Brit is back on track...let's hope for at least TOP 5!!!

The Real Hurricane Ike

2008-09-14T12:34:00.002-05:00

Ike Manuel - The killer boxer

Thanks Hurricane IKE

2008-09-14T12:31:00.003-05:00

Thanks to Hurricane Ike, I was without power and restless - I guess it's a good thing I have family who 1. have power and internet 2. allow me to stay the night

Moving Sucks!

2008-08-04T22:44:00.012-05:00

No, I haven't moved but my best friends have! Talk about some heavy furniture and the painfully hot heat blazing down on us! I've spent the whole weekend sweating and being dehydrated. It was fun being able to move stuff around and reorganize, but it takes a lot of time and patience.

I've been talking to some people online and meeting some new guys in the city. Nothing major now but we'll see what happens. Until next time.....

Come on up to the lab....and see what's on the slab

2008-07-29T07:53:00.004-05:00

This is by far, my most favorite movie of all time! I realized that last night I have not had my Rocky Horror fix in quite a while, so before I succumbed to the realm of dreams, I got my sweet transvestite from transexual transylvania on! Oh, and I heard a rumor that MTV is planning on re-making this classic......I really hope that this falls through, there is no way they can even come close to this classic!

Amazing

2008-07-29T07:49:00.000-05:00

It’s amazing
How with one word
You can change me
Take me from the dark
Into the light

It’s amazing
How with one glance
You can mold me
From dust to creation
Simply yours

I’m naked to your will
Surrendering all my barriers
I’m open to your suggestions
Harboring your deepest thoughts
Concealing your hidden desires

Open your eyes

2008-07-28T21:33:00.005-05:00

Ok, so yes, I'm 26 years old but I'm finally starting to open my eyes to what is around me. I have been dating the past 7 months and have never witnessed so much change in myself in such a short period of time. I have met people from all different walks of life, and have found friendships and have also experienced love & heartache. All in all I'm now starting to understanding this is all part of life. Experiencing situations that will not only make me stronger but will also make me wiser. No matter how hard this race/hunt may seem, I'm doing it to better myself and open my eyes to what is out there. I have made my mistakes in these relationships and I am learning how to correct myself in the long run. People come and people go and as much as I hate to see some of them go, I understand that it is for the best. Who knows when these people might come back into my life, so it's better not to burn bridges right away. I just want to look forward to new possibilities (and also take a little break, it's exhausting!) and just experience life, whether good or bad. I've made it this far and experienced a whole lot more than I could have ever imagined. So, here's to a better and more enlightened 5 months of 2008!

The Dark Knight

2008-07-28T21:30:00.006-05:00

The new Batman film was awesome! A little long, but it was basically two stories in one film so, I forgive them. Ran into a guy I dated while in the theatre bathroom (how awkward is that?) Spent some time at Korner with some new friends. Overall, good evening.

Mamma Mia!

2008-07-28T21:27:00.006-05:00

Yes, I know that seeing Mamma Mia two times within a week really puts me in a big category. Oh well, It is even better the second time around. I cannot stop listening to ABBA! Favorite songs currently are "Money, Money, Money" "Mamma Mia" "Super Trouper" "SOS" and "Gimmie, Gimmie, Gimmie"

Current Playlist

2008-07-28T19:03:00.004-05:00

Absolute Garbage, Alanis Morissette - Flavors Of Entanglement, Melissa Etheridge - Breakdown, Jewel - Perfectly Clear, ABBA - GOLD, Britney Spears - Blackout

It's a Drag!

2008-04-13T08:43:00.004-05:00

Central Station

Gas Prices

2008-04-09T17:12:00.002-05:00

Ok, here in Bossier City, the highest I saw gas today was 3.24.......3.24!!!! come summertime it's supposed to get worse...WHY? I really don't want to be paying $50 to fill up my Focus!

Happy Moment of The Day

2008-04-09T16:59:00.005-05:00

Fyona Ellis loves laundry day!

Scary Prints

2008-04-08T19:54:00.006-05:00

Melanie Brown (Scary Spice) has a new clothing line..."Catty Couture"

(Jealous because they only make clothes for females)

Memory

2008-04-08T19:49:00.003-05:00

Memory

I've been lonely for so long

I just never showed it

I've walked around with a smile on my face

not knowing if it was me

or just the pills working inside

floating in outer space

my immortal journey

a victim of transparency

a stone replaced the organ

deep inside my chest

when the glitters gone

what is there really

worth living for?

Your memory cherished

even though you're gone

I'm looking for someone

to fit your mold

to bring back the light

to bring back the memories

to bring back the

......

(that's how lonely)

Pawn

2008-04-08T18:47:00.003-05:00

Pawn

I'm expecting you to vanish

from my memory

I know you too well

I'm just a pawn

in your world of make believe

that's how you play

just enough till the excitement wears off

I'm waiting for you

to put me away

I know that you will

and it doesn't hurt

like I thought it would

I just hate to see what

you'll pick up next

(and God, I hope it doesn't last)

Ace of Base

2008-04-07T23:12:00.006-05:00

Ace of Base are making a comeback!

Yes, The Sign was the very first CD I ever bought (Yes, I'm an Acer)

Looks like this time they are officially a trio....I hope they do well this time around

(photoshop is beautiful, isn't it?)

Current albums playing in a loop

2008-04-06T21:13:00.005-05:00

Madonna(Erotica), Garbage(Bleed Like Me), Keith Urban(Greatest Hits), Kylie Minogue(X), Trisha Yearwood(Heaven, Heartache and The Power Of Love) and Darren Hayes(This Delicate Thing We've Made)

So, I'm a bear....

2008-04-06T21:08:00.004-05:00

If you can notice, this is me without any hair products and most important...i have not placed a blade on my face since 6am Friday..... Just call me Baloo...Arg!!

Mr. Potato Head

2008-04-06T19:55:00.001-05:00

I Love Him!

Transitions

2008-04-06T19:32:00.012-05:00

The "M" word, being single and reducing the waistline

These are the current transitions happening in my life

Work: All I have to say is...Thanks, "M"

Being single again well, were we really "together" anyway? Well, after three months of driving 200 miles every other weekend (there and back) It has been decided that we no longer will be making those trips. I think the only one happy about that is my debit card.

Oh, the never-ending race to reduce the waistline. I have a few parties and events to get in shape for. The Pink Party on May 3rd and a family cruise in Late June. I have enough time to reduce something, right? We'll see what really happens (I did bake a cake today)